Thinking

Assalamualaikum.
Fuhh penat bergerak dari putrajaya ke selayang. Hohohoho.

Jadi hari ni dan esok ada Falcon Education Fair kat KLCC dan Program Pengajian Mara kat PWTC... So,what Im gonna tell here, I'm crying in my way to terminal gombal. Sedih la jugak. Like after spm, I'm just nothing more than strangers to my friends. Maybe its me who create the wall between us but I'm too hurt for what had happened in 2012. Semua orang keep judging me and I do take it into account. Tak kesah sgt nak cerita kat sini sbb bukan ada org baca pun, so I'm okay. *okay kucing kat luar asyik meow2 gaduh haish tak feel la nak emo*

Ntahlah dapat je result klau boleh tak nak fikir dah pasal semua, continue with my mission to be a ........doctor! Eh tak tak, surgeon hehe. I've made a decision so I'll take a foundation first (asasi perubatan or asasi sains hayat) then continue my journey in bachelor of medicine and bachelor of surgery (MBBS) hohohoho nampak tak my plan? Insyaa Allah. ;) helping others makes me feel better and more calmer. I may not useful for some people so why not I try to be useful in a good way? Mengarut nya! Hahaha medicine is the only way to be free from anything I dont want to remember. Hahahaha. Actually just forgive and forget :)

You may see I'm just simple ordinary and such a boring person, but I trust you that you may create something extraordinary. So stop judging and keep thinking positive. I may not think positive about myself but I like to think everyone is awesome! Hohohoho :D

P/s: Crying in the middle of the night where everyone is sleeping, is more happier cause deep down in your heart, you will get closer and closer to Allah. Its because you're praying to Allah. Doa is the best weapon for anything and everything.. Try la bila tengah nangis tu kan, bisik dlam hati, "Ya Allah, tenangkan lah hatiku,dekatkan lah aku dengan Mu dan sabarkan lah hati ku" insya Allah happy dalam tangis! *eh ke saya je yg menangis lulz*

Assalamualaikum..